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Strange Rage

Discussion in 'Are you pissed off?' started by Jehovah, Aug 27, 2008.

  1. Jehovah

    Jehovah New Member

    ummmmmm. sometimes i get so mad that i make no sense, this maybe one of those times.. i have what they call obcessive compulsive disorder. it blows because i literally have to think about everything in the entire universe in my mind and interpret it to the best of my ability. and if i cant figure something out right away i will have to think about it for like 15 minutes. it doesnt sound bad but if i figure it out after 15 minutes then another thing will pop up and i will have to think about that for 15 minutes, creating an endless chain of a thought-prison. it really blows shit mannnnnnn it sounds sad but i am looking foward to suicide. i have everything going for me except my mental health...............

    p.s. another ocd ritual i have to do is to look up words to see if i spelled them right. some words if i spell wrong its ok, others its not, thats difficult too and writing this took me longer than it would a normal person....


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